stephanie says

XO Mom
it’s okay, it’s alright, nothing’s wrong
Tell Mr. Man with impossible plans to just leave me alone
in the place where I make no mistakes
in the place where I have what it takes
you see, I’m afraid
that you’ll go far away
and raise a family
that I’ll never see
and it’s just no fun
when you hate the person
that you’ve become
bitter, lonely and isolated
before I know it
I’ll be an old maid

rock meet hard place.

I want to be a part of my nephew’s life but I know I wouldn’t be happy living anywhere but in LA.

dear god what the hell am I supposed to do?

I wrote this for a baby
who has yet to be born
my [sister’s] first child
I hope that womb’s not too warm
because it’s cold out here
and it will be quite a shock
to breathe this air
to discover loss
so I’d like to make some changes
before you arrive
so when your new eyes meet mine
they won’t see no lies
just love
just love
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from that epic trestling scene in sunshine cleaning.